Today was eventful. Amavin re-emerged, Eden got a lot of useful information, I drove to my sister's where I will be staying until Sunday, and my mental stability is slowly deteriorating. But I'm going horseback riding tomorrow. I hope it helps clear my mental space a little...
My sister may have the pleasure of meeting Avana in person since she loves horses as much as I do and has been dying to get back on one for ages.
This will be my first night without Skype in quite some time. I at least got to call my love about 3 hours ago and I stayed on the phone until she was fast asleep. Most of the time, her comfort comes before mine and that's a choice I make. I mean, yeah, I'll have a little trouble when/if I attempt this foreign thing called sleep, but that's not important. What matters is my girlfriend fell asleep to the sound of my voice and the last thing she heard me say was "I love you." That means more to me than most people realize.
Emily's been pretty quiet today. I just let her watch something on some kid's network. I'm unfamiliar with the television anyway, but put me in another state and I'm totally lost. She didn't want to color or draw or read today. In fact, I heard very little from her. The others have been rather quiet as well... It makes me think something is going on that I don't know about. -shrug-
Well...wish me luck. Off to the air mattress to hopefully dream sweetly about Eden.
Name: Avanara Odet.
Preferred Name: Avana
Status: Optimistic
Quotation: "I've seen brighter nights."
Hobbies: Research, art, piano, horseback riding, questioning human logic.
*May also be a professional bubble blower.
That being said... Ello! I assume I'm supposed to write a bit about myself, eh? Alright then. My family is European; my father is English, my mother is Irish. I have somewhat of a mixed accent...very awkward. I was told to wait here for a while until my family came back for me, but that was almost six years ago. I have adopted Rae's family as my own and they love me (well...her. They don't know about me) very much.
I don't come out often. It's a bit more painful than you'd imagine, honestly. Though, I do enjoy being out during the day, but only when it's warm and sunny. I don't much care for the cold.
I'm a generally cheerful and upbeat person. I think it's best to look at the bright side of things and remain hopeful, yet it's not productive to hope without action to change the situation. I believe hard work and perseverance will take me where ever it is I wish to go. I never begin a task I can't complete. From the time I was a tot until I was sent here for safe-keeping, my father always told me, "When you 'av nuffin lef, you see, you gotta yank yerselv up by yer bootstraps and keep on keepin' on." I have followed that advice all my life and I always seem to come out on top of things!
Oh! And my birthday is coming up soon! I will fiiiinally be 21, though it doesn't do me much good with Rae's driver's license. =\ Ah well, I don't drink anyway. In any case, that about sums it up. ^_^
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