Guilty by Dissociation

So...Radford is alright. This apartment is decent, I have my own room, Mia has ample room to run around and play indoors. I miss Eden. I didn't want to move back here. It's a step up from home and it's better than the situation in Savannah, but I'm missing my main component. I have a job interview Monday. Full time, $11 an  hour with lots of room for ET (extra time), great benefits. It's all for Eden. I came back here, I'm getting this job, I'm going to school... It's for her. So I can take care of us later. So I can make sure she has what she needs when she needs it. I'm thankful for Ty and I'm so glad he's letting me stay here and letting Mia stay here.. I feel so strange about it..like I'm invading or intruding or a nuisance.. I want to talk to him about it, but no opportunity arises. I feel a bit shoved into this, even though I know it's the best option I have. I just want it to work..